April 26, 2012

Take a knife....

Soon before the 16th of June I will be going for keyhole surgery. They will be sticking a camera in my belly button and looking at my uterus. They now have come to the conclusion I have had ovarian cysts but now I might have endometriosis. Oh and to top it off extreme depression! Like seriously can anything else go wrong. So over it all fed up of the chronic pain and also fed up of snapping continuously at my family, why oh why me ! So with my cocktail of drugs that I have been taking the best was Valium, now I say this with a lot sarcasm as I am one those lucky few that it has no affect on. Literally meant to be sedative pill to make you sleep through the pain, I took it at 7pm I was still bug eyed at 11pm oh and guess what my sleep was interrupted ! I will be posting a few blogs on what endometriosis is so other people can get an understanding of this. As I am only 21 I really shouldn't be going throug all this pain and torture. I should be living the happy life in my new home with my boyfriend and his kids. Instead I stuck missing work crying and being hurt 24/7 :( Not a happy blog but don't worry there will hopefully be some more happy blogs to come when they find out what the hell is going on with me, but until happy blogging guys .

 Jade